Love in Denial

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Baby, will you please listen to me. My heart can't keep pumping all the blood for you while I need all of it up in my brain right now. There are deadlines to meet or I am dead. The ecstasy that we shared last night had kept both of us in trance till now, and the feeling just won't go.  


Two made for eachother people in a perfect relationship looks hopelessly in eachother's eyes to estimate the expiration date of their relationship. He explains, it's not that we never had a break up before, the only thing that differentiates our relationship with all the previous ones, is that we didn't know it has an expiry date. Why not make use of each moment with this special feeling, till we are not seperated. 


Can we actually be seperated at heart, she started  weeping silently. He knew exactly what it means , reading between her lines was his favourite. He had no answer to this, knowing the truth for a fact. His eyes were watery and red , but he kept on smiling so that he can camouflage his tears. 


The feeling of seperation was killing them equally inside. But their love was so intense, that they smiled with perception that the other one will feel better. She wanted to burst out crying, but that will shatter him, she knew that. Baby get me some water from the kitchen please. Oh yes, normal or cold? Cold please ,In a chocked voice.. honey are you ok... Oh yes, I am fine, now get me some water. Pretending of not understanding anything he went to get water, while tears kept rolling slowly down his cheeks. 

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